Hello Friends!

Heres my life UPDATAE.. I wrote my last post two weeks ago,  it had been such a stressful week with finals and such. So glad that is over with. I have two weeks before it all begins again! I came home two weeks ago and have been literally bummin it in PJ's :)


I had jaw surgery yesterday. It went well. Really well. :) I think it deserves another post. I'm going to track every single day for readers.

I'm in pain although grateful for support and love I've received.

Yarn Balls.

Yes. My post title is yarn balls. You may ask why? That's because I feel like my mind is a huge NEVER ENDING yarn ball right now. You know when like.. you roll out a yarn ball and it takes ten years to unroll. That is my brain at this moment. I will have one thought.. then it reminds me of ten things I need to do and 35 other thoughts and worries.

I'm just a kid! I can't handle this stress. I feel like I want to refund adulthood... and just be a kid again watching Disney princess movies at my grandmas house while eating Spagetti O's and coloring. 

I'm stressed...I'm not going to sugar coat it.  I need Thursday to come faster. I need next semester. Everything will change, life will slow down.

I just need a mental break from everything! 

I just feel like I'm breaking down!


My brain is being stretched every which way, my emotions are being toyed with and I'm tired. This is the point of any school year or semester that makes me so crazy! I hate feeling like everything is ending around me. Change is hard for me. I mean it's silly, because I'm coming back.. Like... in a month literally.. But I am SO sad. I've made friends here who seriously will be blessed for putting up with me, I LOVE my roommates. They are so cute and friendly. We have had more laughs than what we know what to do with. We all have 6-packs from laughing so hard.



I just don't like this rush of emotion.
I'll get over it. But it's mind-blowing to me.

I love you college. <3